We Are Abbreviating Ourselves to Death

Ever stop to notice how many things we have come to abbreviate these days. It seems as if we are almost talking in code. Just take a look at your children chatting on Facebook or such… they have come up with an abbreviated language that is all their own with just using first letters like OMG (Oh My God!) and and old favorite … lol (lots of laughs).

Once again, we have complicated things to the ridiculous, in the backwards attempt to make our ever increasing complex life much more simple. Nothing could be further from the truth. We are making nothing easier…. it is all just getting more out of control, spinning out an utter organized disaster complete with all our “shortcuts”…. and they are just that…. short cuts that ultimately in the end…. are only leading to the deepest cut of all…. the utter destruction of it all.

How so?... you might ask. Well, this is how…. As we have moved further and further away from our inherent connection with our Great Mother, the very Earth we stand upon each and every day, we are also moving away from ourselves…. and each other. We have become so independent that we have lost the sense of the very basic need for dependence. Without connection, we die… it is that simple… and yet, we are all out there, in the daily “trenches” of the battle of life and existence…. and we don’t even know what we are fighting for anymore. What’s it all about if there is a dwindling sense of the need for connection…. to the point of complete disenfranchisement leading to complete disconnection. We are all dying from this rampant dis-ease… and yet, we look in every other direction searching high and low for all the wrong answers to the wrong questions…. it is still…. all backwards.

So, as we spin ever faster and faster, our great Earth hurling through the cosmos in an increasingly distorted relationship with all the others; plants, animals, planets, stars, moon and sun, we are so caught up in the frenzy of chaotic life… that we have become near hopelessly lost… of all sense of fundamental purpose and connection to each other, and all other life that is so extremely vital in the great web of all existence. What in the world is wrong with us??? Just about everything!

More and more illness and disease is manifesting in a great attempt to cut sheer volume and numbers of humans and our new technological wonders of science that are ultimately raping and pillaging all of existence in this beautiful place we call home, on Earth. For shame! As these diseases manifest and progress…. do we see anyone at all, in any area of science solving or curing anything….. no we absolutely do not. Our “sophisticated” health care systems are nothing more than a "clusterfuck" of chaotic attempts to cope with and manage our sick systems…. nothing more, nothing less. And it is healing no one. In addition, we think ourselves “clever” with the glib abbreviations we tack onto everything these days.

If your child is extremely intelligent, you have noticed it, and he or she has a hard time sitting still for the monotonous simple teachings in school of 1+1 when your kindergartner is somehow “magically” cognizant of algebra at his or her tender age… we deem them hyperactive, and just as easily slap on a label, which is such the trend these days right on down to the ridiculousness of clothing designers who earn billions for their name alone in a starving impoverished world. A.D.D., A.D.H.D., O.M.G., T.G.I.F., S.I.D.S., S.A.D., and on and on and on it goes….. where it stops, no one knows. No matter how we “slice and dice” one another in a myriad of different ways, it all still spells degradation and ultimately utter annihilation of all that is good, right and true in the way of the great inherent, instinctual healing that is the way of the natural world and our blessed Mother of whom we are of, not… the other way around.

Indigenous cultures around the world have lived in harmony, health and well-being for thousands and thousands of years… and yet, out modern technologically “advanced” world, has managed to taint and destroy nearly everything in a matter of a little over a hundred years. Does this sound like “forward thinking” to you? It is quite backwards, severely and destructively at that, rapidly bringing our gorgeous planet and the web of Her beautiful creatures that span across Her magnificent face, into desperate peril. We all know this by now… the question remains, what we do about it? And as we madly make a last ditch scrambling effort to rescue it all, including ourselves, are we really getting the message about what caused it all in the first place. No one seems to really know, and the answers are sitting, very simplistically, right under our noses… but we are looking too far out onto the proverbial “horizon” to even see the tragic picture right before us. It is not any one thing that is ripping it all apart… it is eight billion and counting…. as again, this new day, our beautiful Mother heaves another sigh of deep sadness and heartache for her utter destruction at man’s misinformed incompetence perpetuated on a daily basis. Can we outrun the momentum of the impending disastrous result? That remains to be seen. We can “green” ourselves into hysteria at the opposite end of the spectrum, but that is not going to create the balance that has been lost and is so dearly needed for the perpetuation and well-being of all… not just humans. We are the least of Her worries, and if we were to take a good look at the number of species in the world, in relation to the human species and its volume, we as human beings are quite outnumbered when it comes to comparing those beings who have and are still making an effort to live in harmony and respect of this great body we stroll upon each day, and us as “deaf, dumb and blind” people. And we wonder why natural
disasters are increasing in frequency and intensity… are we really that stupid as to not see a good “house cleaning” when we see one?

It might sound ridiculous but in our fast paced, abbreviated world, we are speeding into oblivion faster than we can even imagine, as our leaders make desperate attempts to reassure and ease our minds of things they do not even have answers to, simultaneously making all kinds of “projects” as to what the future will hold in the way of deleting resources and rising numbers of diseases. It is ridiculous to the absurd and yet, we are all looking to these great leaders for answers that we all know they do not have, and then we criticize them for it. We expect too much, we expect perfection, instantly, and yet spend literally all of our time in increasing imperfection that is becoming more and more discordant with each passing day. We want the answers to be delivered to us perfectly on a “silver platter”… someone else doing the necessary work, while we make all kinds of excuses as to “why” or “why not” we ourselves, as one person, one family cannot possibly make a difference in even the smallest way, failing to recognize the vast connection between every living being and how the slightest “tug” on the web of life can cause a ripple of destruction throughout the whole, far out into the universe even. Do we really think that our impact upon this planet does not impact the relationship between the planets, the sun, the moon, the stars, the galaxy, and their orbits and relationships to one another? How very short-sighted and ridiculous to the absurd we truly are, in this most absurd of times. And we think that if we just go a little faster, abbreviate our lives at every possible opportunity, somehow this will work, “short cutting” us right to disenfranchisement and complete disconnection. Sometimes the shortcuts are not in the best interest of the whole. We have become so independent that we have fractured away from the whole interconnectedness of all life, that we have completely forgotten the absolute necessity of that very connectedness that indeed keeps us whole. Again, this is all backwards.

In our over enthusiastic efforts to shortcut and create more efficiency in our lives, we are essentially cutting out everything that is important that keeps us grounded, and connected to one another and our relationship with the world, both as a home on the Earth, and the global family we were intended to be.

She and Her Knight

She would notice that after a day of hard work and long hours of slaying “dragons” with the other knights, he would need to come home and lay down his armor, heave a heavy sigh, letting go of his day’s work, change into fresh garments, let his hair down, and take a good long swig of his favorite liquid malt beverage. This “process” of bringing himself into relaxation, ready to receive her, would take about 20-30 minutes…. 15 on a good day if she were lucky and when he had become ready, he would turn to her and ask “Well! …how was your day, dear?”…. and he would get those sweet “puppy dog” eyes and a goofy look on his face…. but he was near all hers! And she would sit and smile and be totally entertained by just how extremely adorable he really was…. if he could only know how much she felt this.

She would tell him stories of the magical events that had happened to her during her day…. and he would listen…. tapping, tap, tapping his beautiful foot, with the silver rings upon his toes, just like hers, tapping out the beat of his day, tapping into a different rhythm, tapping out the extra energy, tap, tapping because rhythm was in his soul, tap, a tap tapping… his waning interest… tapping, tap tapping, tap, tapping his growing desire to tell her all about his most harrowing adventures during that day.

And she loved his stories. She loved to sit there, watching him with adoring eyes, watching him in his cast of many ‘characters’, eyes blazing, arms waving as he acted out the scene. Ah, but he is so dramatic…. and that is why she loves him so. That is why he makes her laugh and entertains her so very well… he is a magnificent actor in the drama of his life… and it is a beautiful thing to see.

So you see, she knows that if she gives him time, the time that he asks for, he will be a much more loving person for her when her time comes. She sees this…. and respects it. She has learned that when he asks for his time, and she gives it, this in turn, gives her the time she needs to prepare herself for him to see her at her best. She has the time to curl her hair and pick out just the right outfit, to listen to some nice music, and dance a bit…. she has the time to make sure everything is just right so he will think her beautiful in all ways. She has time to sit quietly and ask the spirits to bless her, this knight of hers and their night…. together. She has the time to gather the proper items, like her darts, for a good game, and a few treasures for him, and make sure she has everything in its proper place for a perfect evening. These are the gifts she constantly gives him. So you see, it is all very much worth it to give him his time, so she can have a much more splendid evening with her beautiful knight in his shining ‘amour’.

the accelerated changing times ~ putting the “brakes” on ~

As time itself seems to accelerate with each passing day even to the point that the days literally feel shorter, and we go to tremendous lengths in all aspects of our lives to do everything faster… which is accelerating which?

I remember the long summer months of school vacation, with days that seemed to stretch on long into night with daylight savings time. It seemed to go on for near forever, in a child’s perception of time. Indeed, times were of a slower pace and we certainly had not the advantage of the modern technology to speed most all our tasks. The question is, what are we all racing so fast towards if not our own deaths in the very efforts to go faster. Any time saved, we only seem to jam more and more things to do into every opportunity for a moment to relax or even take a deep breath. Thus, we never get ahead and remain like rats on a wheel spinning faster and faster with no glimpse of getting off. It is like the guy who races past you, gunning his engine, only so you can pull leisurely up along side of him at the next stoplight. This seems to happen to me a lot and I always just look over and give them a little smile. They always seem to get the point with nothing more than a quick acknowledgment of how ridiculous they are behaving.

We have become addicted to “speed” in a myriad of ways… everything from race cars to crystal methamphetamine to the very conceptions and perceptions of time itself…. and it is killing us. So the great Earth in Her infinite healing wisdom, seems to be finding all sorts of interesting ways to slow us down… we are just not perceiving this in the global sense.

We have certainly noticed an increase in frequency and magnitude of the natural environmental shifts presently occurring. There have been many devastating earth quakes and hurricanes, volcanic eruptions, floods, tsunamis, and storms in general. Besides other aspects, like global cleansing, this is one of the ways that Spirit is bringing us to grinding halts…. impacting us like a baseball bat to the brain, reminding us of the importance of “life” in the bigger sense. We are as a globe clearly in a tumultuous time… the most absurd as it has been classified.

Things like traffic jams and flight delays serve to also help slow us down. Unfortunately, despite the fact that we can do nothing about the delays, we scramble again to multi-task as much as we can while we wait, shifting the frenetic kinetic energy we are geared up into to other tasks at hand with the latest technological wonders.…. instead of just sitting back, taking a deep breath and enjoying a moment of stillness and noticing it juxtaposed the frantic measure. If one looks, there are magical wonders surrounding us if we are only willing to take a moment and really see what is laying right before us to make us feel better and just breathe for a moment. Noticing while we do is always a good thing too, and I never regret if I do.

The current economic crisis can be seen as much less of a “crisis” if a different perspective is taken. This economic dip is again, Spirit’s way of “cutting out the fat” and bringing us back around to what is really important… family and friends, celebrations, and traditions. If we have less to spend, we go fewer places… we become forced to stay home with one another and hopefully take the time to do something together… instead of five people sitting in five different rooms, watching five different programs, on five different televisions…. all fractured off the whole, all disenfranchised from one another, because we don’t spend the time together like we did prior to the technological invasion. We do the same in the car… each child literally plugged into some electronic device, alone in his or her own “world” the world within the world of the family… sounds like what we label autism, doesn’t it? If the same children show extraordinary exuberance and motivation, we call them A.D.D. And if they do this and then get depressed, we call them Bi-Polar, manic depressive. We are abbreviating ourselves literally to death. Even as to take short-cuts with our health and well being and instead of treating patients with individualism, we are quick to “diagnose the problem” and slap an abbreviated label on it as fast as possible…. assembly line medicine… “You!... with the group over there in the category of “A.D.D, A.D.H.D.”… never mind the psychology, the emotional, mental and karmic causes and implications. This is mass medicine, for mass dis-ease, through mass mentality and it is not the answer. We need to slow down… and pay closer attention to individualism and the wholeness of who we each are…period.

Into The Time of The Great Oneness ~ getting it together now ~

I spend a good deal of time watching the global trends and what has been and is being shown to us, particularly through books, movies and television. There are very definitive themes that are the new threads that are in turn weaving the vision of the paradise the Earth and all life upon it was supposed to be as designed by our Illustrious Creator. Yet, I am astonished by the continued aggression upon the planet that continues to miss what is right beneath our noses. Maybe we have just become too persnickety for our own good, too highbrow, too arrogant, too “know-it-all”…. It appears so.

But the Great Wave that is the spiritual re-creation of the new world, the “Fifth World”, according to the Native American Hopi Indian Tribe’s prophecy of the “Blue Butterfly Kachina” through which the coming will signify the bursting forth of the new blue beauty the Earth shall become. It is already happening. And, based upon what I am seeing in our everyday world, no matter what country you are in, this is taking place. The only exception is in small pockets where there is continued conflict. The most vast portion, based upon geographical locations, major cities and populations, is in and of itself, in a non-conflict status and thus, subject to this great shift and the better part of the positive energy behind it. All those prayers should have been for naught.

Many of the programs on television are subconsciously geared toward keeping us home, cozy, watching movies in a vast array of subjects with family themes. There is an emphasis on culture, traditions, community, friendship, the kitchen, and mothers, as the Spirit continues to accelerate this global shift in perceptions and consciousness, back towards the Great Mother again, and slowing down enough to think before we act, to become informed and thus, become responsible to do right by all life.

We are hearing many “stories”. The time of storytelling has returned and as little Nullah says in the recent movie “Australia”, “Tell em story. That’s what keeps them people belonging”. Movies and television programs of course tell stories. But we are hearing more about the “telling” of the story. Movies like “Titanic” and “Fried Green Tomatoes” are played out in a “storytelling” way, moving back and forth through time, as the elder speaks of remembering days gone by, of a time that was of a slower pace, a gentler way.

There is also emphasis on ancestors and elders… as shamen, teachers, the wise ones, and this is shifting the tide of how many elders have been disrespected, dishonored and disenfranchised from family, friends, and community, in the wrongful perception that they are somehow used up, fragile and essentially worthless, just existing awaiting their impending expiration date, having nothing really to offer from their many years of experience throughout their lifetime.

The presence of double and triple digit numbers is also playing its part in this shift. The significance of the multiple digits, as I have written about, is to activate and open perceptual “doors” within the human brain, thus increasing and sharpening our awareness of the world around us. Of course the numbers appear outside of our bodies, and this sets up our focus to be outside of our internal thoughts and preconceptions. Each number has an assigned significant meaning which triggers certain accelerations in the physical restructuring in the brain through its normal evolutionary process.

Things like Route 66, the 55 mph speed limit, the television program “Room 222”, and “Agent 99” in the hit program “Get Smart”, are again, Spirits subconscious way of awakening and evolving us into higher more conscious beings… more conscious of the world around us, not just our narrow focus that is the immediacy of our daily lives. We tend to filter the world around us through this focus to the exclusion of most of the rest of the world… and yet we think ourselves clever and intelligent. How intelligent is it when science has actually discovered that the human brain is shrinking? How intelligent is it that we have caused more destruction to the planet in the last 100 years with the advent of the “industrial revolution” that has very nearly destroyed all of Mother Nature’s gifts, than in the entirety of the total existence of man through tens of thousands of years? How can we even consider ourselves an “evolved intelligence” when we do not see or even care for that matter about the generations to come, living only in the “power of NOW!” disastrously, taking, exploiting and destroying everything in our wake? We need to slow down and literally “smell the roses”… and take notice of the vast world around us, en total, before Armageddon is created with visions of bombings dancing in people’s heads. How evolved is that? The great shift in perception has begun and is coming headlong at break-neck speed in a desperate attempt to bring this girl around. No one will be immune or be able to run and hide… this is accelerated evolution in progress. Since the dawn of time, even with our advanced technologies, we have not been able to capture or prevent evolution, despite our often twisted attempts to do just that. We cannot improve upon our Great Mother’s Nature and it is astonishing just how much we have gotten away from and forgotten this very nature within ourselves. Thus devolution, and this is where we find ourselves, perched upon the balance of which way we will tip…and this, fundamentally depends upon people’s perceptions of what is good/bad, right/wrong, black/white, conservative/liberal or any other staunch extreme. Now is the time to bring it all back into balance and slow down our global pace. This is why we are being shown these themes.

Unearthing archeological finds, the ancient mysteries
Prophecies revealed and manifesting
The Earth and planetary awareness
Historical events and people
Telling stories (personal)
Highlighting individual/personal stories
Return of relationships with animals, plants and the natural world
God, religion, the bible and its stories
Time/space continuum and moving through it, time ‘bending’ (astronomy)
Alternate dimensions, portals and pre-cognizance
Supernatural, parapsychology and paranormal events, psychic people/
Ghosts/Angels/demons
Fantasy characters ~ fairies, hobbits, trolls, etc…
Comedy (lightening up and using humor to teach)
Earth, wildlife Plants, Animals, the oceans and the natural world
Stories of special children (indigos/crystalline/rainbow)
extraordinary talents and protégés
Earning our living through our talents and succeeding
Law & Order, return of justice (mysteries revealed and solved ~
reform of corrupt systems)
Officials, governments, police, mafia, cartels exposed
Elders and their wisdom
Native Americans & Indigenous peoples of the world cultures
Black culture and success within
Extra-terrestrials and UFOs
Military and War stories revealed
The Homeless and other poverty of the world/ acts of kindness
Apocalypse and Armageddon (prophecies)
Taboos and cultural traditions revealed
Family reunions and adventures/reconciliations (going home or being found)
Etheric creatures/elves, fairies, trolls, hobbits,
Underdogs winning/ elderly success
True love finally coming and soul mates
Superheroes & overnight sensations
Dreams and wishes fulfilled
Twins being born
Looking into the past or future/temporal displacement
Truth being told
God in different guises… a black man, a woman, a regular guy
Science (astronomy, geology, oceanography
King & Queen themes
Understanding how things work
Miracles & supernatural events
Mental disorders (teaching us through examples)

Now there is no doubt that the advent and indulgence in the renaissance age of electronic technology and computers has allowed and afforded us this profound luxury of a unbelievably vast amount of available information that never existed before, however, life before in general was vastly less complicated as well.

There truly is an aspect of relativity that cannot be ignored, and it is embedded within Einstein’s greater all encompassing theory of relativity. Or, if you will, a microcosm of the macrocosm. These themes are a very clear demonstration of that relativity, through the inner workings, the “cogs” of the machine in smaller detail. Again, made possible through this great technology. The problem arises when we become too dependent upon life through this technology and the synthetic synthesis of that life with “plastic” that we become endangered. We, as humans, are the endangered species as a whole and we are going to take every other species with us if we do not begin to shift our perspectives and our rigid self-righteous beliefs. Flexible is as flexible does, to refer to the loving “Forrest Gump”. The more easygoing we are, the more easygoing life will be….yet we maintain our frenzies.

The massive fracturing and bombardment of information, a.k.a. the world wide web despite its virtues, has a dark backside that we are well aware of, bring “to light” the seedy underbelly of humanity. Well, this too is a revealing of sorts. The point is to make us more aware of our own sense of self and identity, to fine tune it, creating more definition around our own unique individuality. There is a shifting into focus this individuality while at the same time bringing us all into the “oneness” of humanity within the oneness of all life on earth, and further beyond into our relationship with the cosmos, each very reliant and symbiotically balanced upon on another, that is the great web of all life.

There is a “voice” that is proclaiming the Spirit of Independence that is within the whole and the individuals there as part of that whole… thus, the whole becomes not only reliant upon each part, but balanced and symbiotic in perfect harmony. Of course there is never absolute perfection and this accounts for the variations upon a “theme” that we see. Not unlike the retelling of old classic Shakespearean plays with a modern day setting. The themes are still relevant and truly portray aspects of our human condition that ever remain based sheerly upon the nature of being human. All cultures at all times, come to the crossroads of these relevant themes and they become the stories that are our means of teaching. As it has always been, even before we had texting and kindles! We believe we are “reaching out and touching someone” but in reality we are disconnecting from everything that is around us. Then we are expected to stay in the power of “now”… carpe diem, except we don’t see the opportunities when the universe drops them upon us in the moment. We are too busy living in the next few seconds as we anticipate our messages being received on the other end, and how we will respond after then. If that is not ‘living in the future” I don’t know what it is and I don’t think that was what was intended in the beginning for life other than to life responsibly in the present to “pre serve” the future for our children. Virtually anyone who can afford the technology is future-tripping, so much so, that we are not even really in our bodies with our consciousness. Then we wonder why we can’t figure our bodies out and why they are falling into ruin. Conversely, we spend so much time unconsciously in the present that we forget to give the future any real thought, we don’t “have time”. We truly are backwards, conflicted and contra-indicated within ourselves, and this is by all definitions, “broken”. If we cannot be whole within ourselves, we cannot be whole for our family and if our families are not whole, our communities suffer and if the communities suffer, so does the land and all that surrounds it. The “buck” stops within our very selves, our very bodies and the rightness (or wrongness) we choose to steer our lives towards. We need to get our “seeing” and our “vision” clear again. We are clearly too polluted and everything has become toxic. Then we wonder why we are seeing so many mental illnesses, growing at alarming rates. We need to stop, see and clear our hearts the very first thing, and then go from there. We cannot expect it to come from without us or have someone else do it. It needs to come from within… we need to clean our own homes first!

Just look at the environment, what surrounds us and what we choose to put within ourselves …. Once in a while would be great! You might just even enjoy it a bit more than the plastic in your hand. “There ain’t nothing like the real thing…. Baby!”

One ~ The Final Beginning ~

~ and excerpt from "Get Out of Your Mind... and Into Your Heart!"


A long, long time ago, the Creator,
In addition, who knows how many Great Beings?
Gave the People language
At this time stories were born.

Stories mirror our world
At the same time they are like
Rays of sunlight
Illuminating the dark places
So that we can see more clearly
...without our stories,
We would be lost.
~ Georgiana Valoyce Sanchez
Chumash/Tohono-Odham


We begin, and up and out of this beginning, comes a beautiful love story. This is that story.

Once upon a time, there was a young maiden. She began to come into the fullness of the awareness of one’s self at around age 7. This is the time when children approach the end of “magical” years. However, if they are within a society and bound by all its precepts and rules, children begin to grow away from the magic that does truly exist and they begin to become enmeshed in the “realities” of the adult world. A world that is, for the most part, purely realistic materialism where science dictates all events and experience and if it cannot, then magic and magical beings in the form of angels, spirits, fairies, and other mystical creatures cannot therefore exist... with the exception of within the context of fairytale stories. This becomes our first great mistake!

The little maiden was seven years old and to her just being here, in this strange body was entirely too magical to even begin to understand. She would gaze at herself in the mirror in awe and wonderment, and it always felt like a strange unbelievable reality. She would gaze at her face and she always felt estranged between what she knew she was as a spirit inside, with thoughts and feelings; and the face and body in the reflection. “Mirror, mirror….. Is that truly me?” she would ask in amazement.

The little maiden, when she realized her body, also realized her heart, and that too was also a great mystery to her. Her heart to her, felt so deep and dark and full of mystery, because her love for everything was so big. At times, she felt she could just fall right into the middle of that deep love and lose herself entirely. However, there was another something there, in that deep love... she just could not understand it yet. It was a being.... of great mystery, ethereal, and present like a ‘wisp’ of fog... but it was somehow familiar and she knew it. She knew it well, and in some ways, that ‘wisp of spirit’ felt like her, of her body, within, around and woven through all of her like a thread is woven through a tapestry. She felt this presence around her at all times, like a best friend that was in constancy with her. She would dance and sing and talk with this spirit all the time. She was never lonely and she felt like she had a best friend with her always.

This spirit need not ever appear or answer back. They would communicate at times, without a word spoken and she felt safe and content with this friendship. For, even though this friend was invisible, he was very much there, and he was very much a male. He must have been her Guardian Angel or Spirit Guide, she would think as the years passed and she began to have a better understanding of the outside world, but she never knew to think of him in that way, in her younger years. In addition, his being male helped her to understand that he definitely was not of her own being, but separate and more a guardian entity. He felt as if he was of everything through in and throughout, infused in all. But these were concepts that were far too large for a small child.

The presence felt near to her most times. Sometimes she would talk to this invisible friend and she was comfortable and felt safe with this presence around her. It would be nearly a lifetime before she would be able to be in a place in her life where she could come to understand just who this presence was.

As the young maiden began to grow up, the deep mystery of love and the being who was within that deep mysterious love she held became more familiar. She was in love with being in love, but she still was not of the mind to understand the wherewithal and implications. So as she progressed through her life, this special presence receded with the exception of the picture in her mind’s ‘eye’, which she had as a vision when she was five. It was a picture of a beautiful shining knight with long golden hair, dressed in his armor and standing in front of a tree.... a redwood tree because that was not only her favorite tree, but those magnificent trees were also dear to her from her family’s ancestral home in the redwood forest.

This was a vision that was given to her by Spirit and it was such a magical, beautiful image in her mind’s ‘eye’ that she protected it well, never speaking a word to anyone about her vision so no one would know of its existence, and it would always be safe and untouched by any other. This was her prize and hers alone. Therefore, this vision was to remain a secret treasure gifted to her by Spirit and she would keep it near and dear to her throughout her growing up years. The only being that knew about her knight in shining armor was GodSpirit.
As our maiden grew up, the vision would fade, only to return for brief flickers of a moment, to remind her that he was still there awaiting her, only to then fade back into the shadows again… to wait…. until, the timing was just right. Timing is everything!
 

All One within the One All

~ and excerpt from "Get Out of Your Mind... and Into Your Heart!"


In the beginning.......God co-created everything with His Goddess. And God, Yahweh, and His Good Woman, Yeshua were so very pleased with all the beauty that had been co-created, that They wanted to come to know what it was like to become everything, every being within the vastness of their cosmic creation. So, Yahweh and Yeshua, within their perfect Love, came together, blending hearts and minds, body and soul, into The Great Spirit. They were twin souls, now having become One in Self and also the Other. They became complete within the vast and ever expansive Universe, All One within the One All…. and They were very happy.

Now this was brilliant wisdom within the conception and manifestation of the Creators, and it is also of sheer genius and beautiful in its simplicity. The animals and the humans despite their intricacies and complicated structure insuring survival of the fittest; have been given physical bodies capable of running autonomically. The normal everyday functioning of the body is made to have all systems functioning at full capacity without that being ever having to even think about how all the parts of the body do what they do. And, when the body needs something, the body’s system will queue the being and that queue can be answered and executed as is necessary. All in all, physical form, from animals to plants, to humans, are all made to function very easily by our Creators; only made in turn very complicated by our own human minds that, through our God-given gifts of free will and free choice, fail to recognize the simplicity of it all any longer. We have overcomplicated everything to the absurd, even enough to deny the Creative Source within each and every thing.

Would you know the presence of the Creator’s Holy Spirit if it was standing right in front of you, smiling at you, reaching out and touching you? Because it is..... If the Grand Architect created everything and everything is of Spirit.... then Everything is God/Goddess. All of Creation is Holy and to be revered. So why do we keep destroying the Great Spirit that is within the All? Love is invisible, and yet, we know it well and how it feels inside and out.

Is God not Love? Why do we behave to the contrary?

Introduction ~ Dream the Dreamtime

~ an excerpt from "Get Out of Your Mind... and Into Your Heart!"


There comes a time when all aspects of one’s life seem to come together, as if to have us wonder, “What’s next”? We might not know it at the time, but there are definitely many knocks at the proverbial “door” before we may notice. When I answered the “knock”, my world blew wide open with the most amazing magic, yes, real magic I could never have possibly imagined. And I did just as he told me to do.... I held on for dear life no matter whose face I flew into. He was right; it has been one “hell” of a great ride.

This is the true story of a real life fairytale and the unbelievable series of events, happenings and things that make up this real life magical tale of love, life, soul mates, best friends, and an enormous amount of fun, drama, dress-up and pretend, and “Oh, it’s all real”!

How does one convince others of the truth, when everyone believes it is all just fantastical “pipedreams”? Well, I don’t have to convince anyone. I know it was all real…. and I prefer to keep to the telling of the story…. for that is what I am…. a magical story teller. I carried my dream of my knight in shining armor for forty years and because I held my vision in the dreamtime, since I was five years old, and he finally arrived.

There seems to be no real way to begin this tale…. so I will have to give it to you, for the most part, in bits and pieces and you, dear reader, will just have to piece together all the tiny parts, just like a jigsaw puzzle, just as I did. We will start in the present day.... and work forward and backward as it was appropriately presented to me. It is a picture, worth seeing, and a clever eye will quickly see, that as the pieces begin to come together, that it is all similar enough to be related, but different enough to be interesting.

It is my intention to help you see fate and destiny operating in your life, through how they have driven mine. It is my intention to show you that there has to be a Master Creative Force, a Divine Plan at work, because not only could I have not thought of any of the things that came along, but if I looked at each part, each occurrence, each event, each experience, as a “jewel” that I picked up along the way, I would soon see that what I was gathering along in my “basket” of experience and wisdom, was something of beauty that I could not have imagined… until enough parts had been revealed to enable me to begin to envision the whole. And what was revealed, could only have been created by a Higher Power, a Higher Intelligence, a Higher State of Being…. it is the only way all of it could have ever happened, at just the right time, in just the right place, to take me along the grandest journey of my life.

It is my intention to show you that if you stop and take a good look, you may begin to see patterns in your life, that repeat in order to spark your awareness, of that Grand Master Plan that is your life. Take a moment, take a good look, exercise your memory, re-mind and re-member, everything means something!

The Aboriginal peoples believe in the ‘dreamtime’. It is the space between the worlds. It is the infinite field of possibility where anything can and does happen. It is the place where karma takes action to balance the cosmic scales of actions created by man’s free will and freedom of choice. Within the dreamtime, we can also consciously create the visions for the life and future we desire to have. The act of creation starts with a vision. It is in this place, the dreamtime, where the first initial “sparks” of thought consciousness begin to swirl about and come together, like attracting like, ions to ions, atoms to atoms, to initiate the first stirrings of breathe of life into our dreams, that they may come alive with time….with the addition of faith, and the unshakable belief in the possibility of it all becoming REAL!

So, here I present you with a ‘box full of pieces’ of this amazing ‘puzzle’. Start completing the picture as you may see it……have fun and enjoy…this could lead you to see similarities, co-incidence, Fate and Destiny, and the ‘hand’ of our Great Creator operating in your life!

But first there are a few things to remember when working your way through this saga....

It involves nearly everything in the world since it is all connected, but most of all, the ‘World within the World’ that we do not know is behind what we believe is all that we see, hear and move through in our daily lives. Oh, there is so much more. Magic is very much alive and well....if only we will believe and have faith... as I do.

Dream…… the dreamtime!
 

Preface ~ an excerpt from "Get Out of Your Mind... and Into Your Heart!"

“And how is it that you came to find yourself where you are now?” Rosco, a man I had just been introduced to, asked as I stood there feeling like Dorothy in the “Wizard of Oz”, small and meek.


And just where was it that I was now? Indeed! I wasn’t sure of where anything was at that moment. However, Rosco’s question certainly helped in reining me back into the here and now.....

I stood, feeling completely confused about what was happening. All my thoughts were scrambled with all the experiences and events that had come to pass. Where to begin, and who were all these new people who were popping up in my life now, at just the right time? What was all this about? And how did I come to find myself where I was now? That was the best question I had ever heard.... and I knew, beyond a shadow of a doubt that no matter what else happened on this strange, wonderfully magical trip I was on, that at the very least it would make for a great story, and I would somehow, come to know the ultimate Truth.

This is that true story.

This true story is told in the absolute faith and trust that there is real magic, Spirit, Fate and Destiny operating from the infinite realm of the possibility, directly into our lives.

First, I had thought, as I stood there in my driveway watering my garden, not long after the 911 tragedy “I wonder if any one person could do enough to turn the entire world completely around?” I believed that despite the innocence of asking myself this question, the Great Spirit heard me and deemed my karma so that indeed I would be put to the test. Otherwise, it had already been part of the Great Divine Plan of Spirit and I was just innocently dancing along despite my certain belief in freedom of will and choice as the divine right of each human being, and events in the universe at large, were happening in random chaos. Not true!

The second innocent question I asked was... “If we only use 8% of our brain, what are we doing with the other 92%? Give it to me!” I might have been a little sassy at the moment in question, because I was dearly tested on this... and it cost me very nearly everything.

Be careful what you wonder, be careful what you ask Spirit for...... you are bound to get it. Maybe not in the way, or when you might expect it..... it is best not to have expectations, disappointment is sure to follow. Oh, and...“timing is everything” and there is definitely “method to Spirit’s madness”.

With this bit of curiosity, my world got rocked and set into a tailspin that one could not imagine.

So “how?” indeed....... and where exactly was I now?

The best answer is to say, I stayed on the path that my heart told me to follow no matter how arduous. Hence, I have been richly rewarded spiritually, despite outward appearances. I never once went against what my heart told me was the right thing to do! And, this has led me to one of the greatest love affairs the world could know.

You see, the Aboriginal People of Australia are right.... believe in the “dreamtime”. What is the “dreamtime”? ... you may wonder. The dreamtime is, in part, the place where we dream consciously. It is the place where we can actively create and shape the life we wish to have. It is, in part, daydreaming. I have to smile as I remember being told so many times in school to “stop daydreaming and pay attention”! I was paying attention, just not to what they thought I should be paying attention to… and how else was I to envision the future that would eventually be granted to me?

So to answer Rosco’s question..... daydreaming is precisely how I found myself where I am today. And what a dream it has turned out to be.

He would just toss out “one liners”, simple, yet absolute truths. When I asked him, “Baby, is this really true, is this really happening, is this really REAL?” “Oh, it’s ALL Real!” he would quip with a touch of sarcasm over his shoulder as he turned to walk away... just as he did so many times before. And no matter what the line was, I would be more confused than before I asked because it always seemed that what he said could be taken several ways.

I could see that we globally are moving away from dualism towards multiplicity and universality ~ into the “Oneness” and yes, it is all very real!

And, that was just it; things had gotten so complicated here, on our ever more exhausted Home on Earth. Simply put, there was just entirely too much of everything, tons and tons of stuff that was in reality, keeping us from our God-given gifts, and the simplicity of that communion with Creator that inspires us…. the peaceful, simplicity of the act of creating with the infinitely brilliant ‘All that Is God’ within the ‘All that Is’. With all the superfluous things in the way, we would not know God if He showed up right under our noses? So certain in our own absolute beliefs we are, as to not even consider any other option. We deny anything that we do not understand; no matter that in the true reality that is Spirit.... everything is Spirit and therefore how can we deny anything? Wouldn’t that be to deny God Himself? It really is that simple. What if it was ALL truth? What if all religions, sacred texts, and faiths are truth?

Could man have really become so short-sighted that he can no longer distinguish exactly what is of God and what is not? What happened? Man should have been much more intelligent than he is behaving at this point in our history. What was going on down here on Earth? And, what was all this destruction all around.... how could this be? The Great Mother could not be destroyed.... not if He had anything to say about it.

So, I have been inspired.......... to write this for you.... and, if nothing else, hopefully it will be at the least a great read; at best, an inspiration and even better, create an impact!

There had to be a starting place for the telling of this unbelievable tale, and the best place to start seemed to hold to the question...... “Where I was now?”..... which in and of itself was a very strange place.........

Somehow, it was the culmination of all my dreams and wishes I ever had, now beginning to unfold right before my very eyes. But there was a secret to all of it which I will reveal with time. So now, “timing being everything” in His absolute Truth.... now is that time.... and here is everything.... just as He gave it to me. I can only hope I can make more sense of it all for you than I was given to figure out myself. Then again, we do love a good game, puzzle, mystery, treasure hunt.... and indeed this was absolutely the finest, most brilliant game, I believe, ever played.... and, well, I did ask for it!

I got it all.... in Spades, Clubs, Diamonds and Hearts.... in Cups and Wands, Pentacles and oh, the Swords.... the King and the Queen, the pleasure abounding at Faire, our faire life as it should be.

But, at the time, no one wanted to hear the story; this great story of good news. Everyone was too busy standing on their own particular “pedestal”, judging and holding fast to the absolute of their own truth, be it the real Truth or not.
Now the trees and the rocks and stones, the flowers and the tiniest of creations wanted their voices heard. They could no longer stand by, appearing silent, and watch as man, in his apparent lack of the grace of wisdom God had originally given him.... destroyed everything in sight.... himself included.

Was man now so disconnected that he could not even see what was happening in the big picture? It was all so simple. Why was this continuing? ....destruction all around, always something somewhere.... and still we do not see the complete picture…. for shame!

Again, I thought on Rosco’s question, still not sure how to answer it. I was thinking all the while, “Well, he is waiting for an answer. Where is that moment when I start to look stupid... did it already pass?” But what a great question.... and I smiled at the irony and humor of it all. I smiled at the silly humor that was the ‘Voice’.... the trickster, the silly Loki prankster that was the Source of it all. I smiled again, at all the secrets.

And I said, “Well..... I’m still not sure.... I don’t really know. But, through the most amazing series of events, fortunate and unfortunate at that, a regular life, turned into the most extraordinary life, simply because I believed. I dreamed of it, I asked for it, and I held fast to those dreams with a strong faith and belief in the possibilities.... and that, truthfully is the very best I can tell you!” Rosco seemed somewhat satisfied with my answer and he smiled with wise eyes at the beauty of it all.... in its utter simplicity.

This is a story of us all.... and everything that has been created...by our Illustrious Creator. That beauty of a brilliant manifestation, that shines through from one moment to another.... seen and unseen.... heard and yet not. Somehow it appeared that no one else was seeing it the same as I was… not at all. Was I the only one? How could that be? It very much appeared so, evidence gathered and researched to satisfy those who would need it.... and that appeared to be everyone. There was not one person, I could find, who truly and absolutely believed completely. I came to believe and have faith, little by little but with the absolute certainty, beyond a “shadow of a doubt” which apparently no other person I could find could claim.

Thus, I was led down a path of the simple ultimate Truth that could never be denied. So, what was I worried about? Well, just about everything in the world at that moment. “Oh, my God!” I would often exclaim in my complete frustration at the unbelievable stupidity of the human race at times..... the big picture was absolutely frightening and our “Mother Ship” was going down fast!

For the past 20 years I had followed a path of Spirit in one form or another, ever increasing my knowledge of what all was out there in the vastness that was supposed to be the “collective consciousness” of Source, our Architect, Creator, Universe, God, Buddha, Krishna, Allah, Mohammad, whatever one would choose to call ‘It’. There was too much of man’s influence and too much fighting over who was right and who was wrong. When in real truth… since God was claimed to be in everything and everyone.... how could anyone be wrong in their intention to sincerely worship their God in any form? …as all form was and is..... of God! So, what is all the ruckus about?

Furthermore, what was all this talk about “hell” anyway? How could anything created by and in the “image” of God be punished and go to “hell”? God does not punish. And well, had anyone ever seen “hell” or experienced it… and come back to tell the tale? Not as far as I was aware, which granted, was not saying much.... but on a very simple level.... think about it! Plenty of people have spoken of near death experiences and being bathed in a “bright white light”. I do not recall anyone every speaking of venturing to “hell” and back, except figuratively on the surface of the planet. However, that is exactly what happened to me.

So, I thought and thought about all of this.... for a solid year.... the most incredible year of my life. At least that is what I thought, until one year unfolded into two and two into three, to four, to five years and that is exactly where I sit now.... on the brink of the future, in the current adventurous and unbelievably amazing journey down this wondrous path that has become very rapidly, my life. This is my life with my Beloved. It is truly an amazing love story.... please enjoy. Watch for the signposts along the way.... they are so simple, as to be missed easily. They apparently have been for the most part, thus far.

cosmic tumblers ~ an excerpt from "get out of your mind... and into your heart!"

“There comes a time when all the cosmic tumblers have clicked into place and the universe opens itself up for a few seconds to show you what is possible.”
~ Kevin Costner in Field of Dreams


At this crucial time of shift and change, on the brink of our mortality, the question becomes, will we see it; recognize it when it does happen? Do we have enough courage to follow the deeply rooted urge within our hearts into the field of infinite possibility, dreaming the dream, while we stand back in awe as Spirit begins to unfold for us, the magnificent “tapestry” that is the melding of unlimited potential with our own personal dreams? Do we have the courage to sit back, relinquish our perceived control and watch as whatever components it takes to compose that personal symphony of magic that is your dream, come together to create something you could not have imagined? Just think, all we have to do is ask, make the wish, voice it to the Great Spirit, and add the most important ingredients: belief and faith. That is exactly what I did.

It only takes a little of the two... for as the bible says, “If ye have as much faith as a grain of mustard seed, nothing shall be impossible unto you!” So, what do you wish for?

And so, at this most pivotal time in the history of the world, in ‘His story’ of His beloved Goddess and all their Children, will you begin to see the signs as those “cosmic tumblers” now are clicking into place so that the Universe can show us all that is possible?

We can immediately begin to make better choices to create that positive difference that can and will turn our current Earthly status around..... and fast!

If we have not already reached the point of no return with the Earth’s health and well-being, then we are extremely close to it.... and there may be no more “tomorrows”!

Everyday Reflections ~ getting it right and staying on the path

It is frequently said by an exasperated father or mother who is experiencing a struggle with a child, “They don’t come with instructions!”… and right that may be to some degree. But it really becomes a matter of perception and if we can begin to look at life and life’s events and interactions from a different view, we can come to understand how life does come with instructions, we have just forgotten where “we put them”… and that is the absolutely truth. We have literally forgotten and lost the ancient wisdom of how to navigate through our lives in order to thrive and reap life’s rich rewards within the simplicity of what is laying right before our feet each and every day. I have come to find that there are many more reflections of the messages of the Universe and its unperceived order of fate and destiny, than anyone is seeing. This came about for me in two ways.

First, I began to see a pattern within the things I had done and the people I had been involved with and how each and every one of those things, was a stepping stone and held certain lessons through those experiences that I would very definitely need the skills I had learn in the future for my true life purpose. It all pointed to and became a “tool” in my “tool belt for life” that I was most definitely going to be called up for something in the future. Thus, I could look back and have a much clearer understanding of “why” whatever transpired, had. This would do wonders for easing any pain and grief I had experienced through those events that were traumatic… as they had very definitely needed to happen in order for me to get the tool or the “gem of the prize” that that particular lesson held for me. These lessons and tools would become invaluable in recall in my near future.

Second, I began to see that poems, songs, artists, movies, books and the like had been displaying informational clues for me that pointed to the path I was headed down. It became clear that I had missed all the signs, in my unconscious disconnection, of all the spiritual forces that were swirling around me, completely unbeknownst! I would look around repeatedly in astonishment every day as this unveiled itself to me. I could not believe how much I had been missing that was right under my nose…. that which our society at large around me had made completely impossible, unreal, untrue and therefore, unbelievable to any “rational and logical” mind. So much so that there were countless “experts in the various areas of medicine and psychiatry” who would claim with absolute resolve, staking their entire careers and reputations on their “absolute” knowledge that “these things DO NOT EXIST”… and furthermore, I was completely mentally disturbed for thinking and believing otherwise. And yet, here it all was revealing itself to me, or more likely, me waking up to its ever presence and what a fool I had been in my “sleepwalking” through my life up to this point.

This continued to reveal itself day after day repeatedly, consistently and logically, despite what anyone else had to say as an outsider looking in on my personal experience that no one else could possibly be experiencing. It was not their gift of Spirit… it was mine. And one I had very specifically asked for and made my own private “covenant” with MY GOD for MY LIFE. (hence the word “coven” as so often referred to in connection to witches) This was not for anyone to judge or act in a contrary way, throwing massive obstacles in my way and sidetracking me in their desperate attempt to “control me” and somehow fit me into their pre-determined and defined “box” of acceptable behavior… despite the fact, that that was clearly NOT my pathway and that I had chosen that path, agreed to and accepted it, and maintained my own relentless stay of course no matter what anyone did to alter the reality. They were acting on something that they were ill-equipped to act on and had no business sticking their nose into in the first place for their lack of knowledge of and in my case, what elements a “shamanistic journey/spirit quest” constituted. In this realm… they had no knowledge or expertise, yet our society arrogantly prances around as if we have all the answers… we do not, we have very few of the answers in reality… and our “narrow vision” and our unwillingness to expand our minds, even though that is exactly what was intended by the Creator, is becoming our demise… rapidly.

We are stunting our own growth and then boasting about our technological “advances” when we have completely missed the signposts and symbols nature has and is laying right before us every day, in every way. I came to shake my head on many occasions as I would think about how much was around and how no one else was seeing it either…. yet. I came to become very angry at the utter stupidity, ignorance and literally retarded nature of all these health care “experts” who in reality knew with “absolute” resolve, very little about anything around them other than the very narrow channel of “medicine” they had limited themselves to, denying anything that was outside their defined “box” of knowledge that was “acceptable” by the “experts” higher up the medical “expert” list of authority… who knew even less because they had long since left the real trenches of active practice for the retired nature of their “justified and deserved” status as elder. It was all bullshit in its nature of ignorance and in no way resembled any form of true healing and thriving from the heart and soul interconnected with nature and science meeting through all the realms of life, each interdependent upon one another for ultimate survival of the fittest. We had long forgotten all of this. And now, it was all collapsing in on itself to a point where it is all disintegrating faster than it can rebuild… and currently earthly conditions in every way, are perpetuating further prevention of that reconstruction. We are only finding ways to manage the organized disaster we have created globally in all areas of life, but particularly in the field of medicine, we are curing nothing, but rather only coping with, and it is all spiraling down into the impending ruin of all if we do not stop and take a different look at what is really all around each and every one of us that nature, in its infinite wisdom, continually and relentlessly shows us, every moment of every day if we will only learn how to see again.

In hindsight, there had been signs and symbols pointing the directions and way all along my life…. I had just not been clued into this, clearly was not taught to and ultimately never learned to see this cosmic interplay as had been taught through the wisdom of the sacred holy shamen of the indigenous tribes of all the lands throughout the history of time on Earth. These shamen, true healers, held this magical wisdom and passed it to those who were worthy and could be trusted with this holy sacred interpersonal relationship with the Great Creator and Master Plan…this is Spider Woman and Tewa… and “they” have now arrived amidst us. The “gods” have returned to Earth… have you “seen” them yet? It is very exciting indeed!

A Connection with Deeper Realms ~ seeing behind the veil

I came to see and become well acquainted with other dimensions…. I could actually see them now with my eyes, and they looked like veils of fabric that shimmered one upon the other. It was really beautiful to see and I was sorry on some level that virtually no one else was seeing this beautiful unfolding of the etheric worlds that I was seeing. Everyone else would say that I was crazy, mentally ill even, but there was no way that what I was seeing was any kind of delusion, illusion or hallucination. I had experienced the increase in my perception of these other worlds within worlds we are not only missing, but are being denied the experience of moving through them and knowing other magical mystical etheric beings, including our ancestors, that these worlds hold. It is very beautiful and I finally felt at home for the first time in my life. It all fit together. I was struck with the thought of how truly wonderful it would be and how much grief could be lifted from the planet if all human beings could see what I am now seeing and come to know that their loved ones who have passed, are not dead, they are not gone, they are here with us, behind the invisible etheric veil. They are still here in the same room with us, moving through our homes just as they did when they had a body. They are lighter now…. But they are still there, and this can be of great consolation for those the deceased left behind in the physical realm.

A wireless transmission to a computer or television is invisible vibrating electrical transmission carrying information. We cannot see the minute electrical vibrating energy that is carrying the information, but we know it is there when we receive the transmitted information via our computer or television. The human soul or spirit is exactly the same. It is a field of superfine vibrating energy, the same energy that laminated the body it was formerly within. That spirit has shed the human shell of the physical body and has now passed into the ethers. That energy of that spirit or soul is not gone… it has only changed “containers” and is now free of the restraints and requirements of the physical body. These spirits can do things we as humans in a body cannot and we as humans with bodies can do things that the spirits can’t. Essentially we need one another, and the spirits know this…. However, the living, breathing human beings do not recognize this form of symbiotic relationship and thus ignore or are oblivious to the “other half of life” that floats about us each and every day.

I knew my eyesight had been changing. It seemed like it was all “over the map”, shifting and changing nearly daily. I struggled along with it bit I knew what was happening. This changing was in direct alignment with other evolutionary changes I had experienced like a rapid increase in knowledge, the ability to received languages instantly, and access to the whys and wherefores of some of the ancient mysterious long help upon the planet. It all seemed to make sense and it was almost too perfect to be real… and yet, this was TOO REAL!

From these etheric realms various beings would emerge and float through. There was pretty much everything we all believe is just “fantasy”. I assure you, believe it or not, they are real beings…..they do not have a “physical” body as you know one as a human being, they are different, but none the less real and moving about us at all times, night and day. I have to giggle when I see them float all around and no one else is seeing them. You should see the games they play with humans because we are so easily fooled by something we not only cannot see, but do not even believe in. Are they real then? Or was all this just my imagination? Well I wonder… just as the saying “If a tree falls in the forest, and no one hears it, did it really make a sound?”…. If an eagle needs to eat and dives for a fish and no one, that humans know of saw it happen, did the water splashing really make a sound when that fish struggled for its life? Or did that eagle make a sound when it called out through the canyons just to hear its own echo and see if anyone else was listening? I think the answers are “Yes”. It is not only just about human beings… and as the most intelligent, we are “seeing” and “hearing” the least. It has even been shown as of late that human brains are actually shrinking. We, as a species, are de-evolving.

I had made a covenant with my “god” such as it is for me and asked for the ability to use all my brain. I wanted more, because I knew that there was. I was not asking for anything that was not only available to me and everyone else if they so chose, but it was my birthright as being born in this body with this brain. It was not as large as it was to sit idle and not be filled up to capacity… I was willing to take the challenge… and thus the pack I did make. I had even tattooed eyes into the palms of my hands as a demonstration of my own commitment, a “stigmata” in allegiance with the Creator of All…. I could see how we were in a rapid descent into oblivion if we did not do something rapidly. My heart had always lain with the Great Mother Earth and Her glorious abundance and thus I had found myself exactly right where I was. It did not matter if anyone else could understand. It had been my fate and destiny apparently and ever increasingly obviously to me. Yet few around me would take the time, or be interested enough to listen or see. This was no surprise either because the Angel who had appeared to me had indeed forewarned me… I just did not know at the time or see in the process, that I was bound to my destiny and was not getting out of this despite the fact that I had flatly refused and said “no thanks” politely. I apparently was not getting out of this and it was going to play out accordingly despite my apparently false belief in my own free will and free choice.

And thus, the deeper realms did appear and begin to fill out in depth of perception, with any number of strange and interesting beings who make their home within them. Thankfully, I am not alone in this, and there are others who are beginning to see what I see. There is a wonderful grand surprise awaiting all of us… if we will only begin to “see”.